INTAKE - (((click & cite)))

INTAKE = 01/26/2009: truly VEGAN-!!!

• Kangen water


• organic carrot juice


• apple juice


• 2 bulbs of fresh garlic


• cucumber salad
  - cucumber + tomato + onion + celery + cayenne + balsamic vinaigrette


• romaine lettuce salad
  - dressing: olive oil + grade B maple syrup + cayenne pepper + balsamic vinaigrette


• romaine lettuce salad
  - with onion, cucumber, celery, tomato
  - dressing: olive oil + grade B maple syrup + cayenne pepper + balsamic vinaigrette


• baked sweet potato
  - seasoned with cayenne, grade B maple syrup, cinnamon

aiight.
so- yeah...
i was supposed to be on a VEGAN path last year...
but -alas!- i didn't quite make it!
(((lol)))
so this year I AM on it this time - for Realz

:)

~i.

Master Number Year = 2+0+0+9 = 11 (((click & cite)))

Universally, 2009 in terms of numerology promises us all the chance to learn grow as human beings. Numerology forecasts reduce numbers to a single digit, except when the master numbers 11 and 22 are involved. This year the year does indeed reduce to a master number. But, that master number starts out as the number 29 so let's take a closer look at the number 29, itself, first. This number is indeed a 'testing number'. By that it is mean that everything in life is a test, really. The main thing that we all have open to us in a free world... is choice.

We all choose how to
conduct ourselves & our lives.
Therefore, every opportunity that arises
is a chance for us to learn love and forgiveness.

As a prediction, the number 11 in the position of 2009 means that mankind will be forced to learn and grow about the true meaning of what it is to be human and part of a universal collective of people. A coming together of all nations and peoples is foreseen as we globally all unite and pull together for the good of all. Now, as this forced change that brings these events about are at present unforeseen - one can only ponder... Whatever does happen in 2009 the prognosis is good because we will learn from it how to truly live together in harmony... 2009 will see us all becoming more contemplative of our actions, making sure that our conduct is seen to be for the good...

People who have been quiet in the past
(from all walks of life & society)
will now feel the urge to speak
and they will have profound things to say.
Visionaries will become the new celebrities
and we will all welcome their messages of faith and hope for the future.

May your own 2009 be happy & very interesting!

...may your LoveLight shine in 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR…!!!

I do my best to honor Natural Time -
so while people are popp’n bottles on the 1st of January,
watching gigantic display models of fruit descend
and whatnot –
I igg the hype and keep to myself.
I meditate upon my LifePath
and the math of the present time.
I make a sincere effort to seek guidance
so that I may be in Divine Alignmentand
and do the will of The Most High to the best of my ability…
and thus - I do my best to remain reflective
and to mentally prepare.
I attend to the conscious task
of seeding and expanding my reality.
I concentrate on loving what it is I desire to birth.

DREAM (((click & cite)))

DREAM = 01/01/2008

I am sure I had a series of various dream scenarios last night (or this morning) but I don’t recall any of them except for one in particular… I dreamed that I was in the hospital getting some tests done. The medical doctors had done another MRI (x-ray) of my brain to monitor the progression of the Multiple Sclerosis I was diagnosed with in 2004. However to all of our surprise, upon reviewing the data the doctors could not find any conclusive evidence in support of me having the dis-ease. I was shown the x-ray film and as the doctor pointed out to me what he interpreted, I was in awe. I asked him – How could that be so? What about all the conclusive evidence that the doctors had found when I was initially diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis? The doctor explained that I had probably been mis-diagnosed and that oftentimes symptoms and even MRIs can show what seems to be evidence of a particular dis-ease - when in fact it is no such thing. After having heard my account of all the various changes I had experienced in the past around the time in which I had been mis-diagnosed, the doctor then explained to me that what was shown on my MRI in the past was probably an illustration of the effects of stress upon my brain and body during that time. Whatever it was – it was no longer there. I was amazed and in my mind it was hard for me to believe the good news. I responded with – But the doctor before that had diagnosed me with M.S. had taken a lumbar puncture and had told me that there was evidence in my spinal fluid to support me having the disease… Maybe another lumbar puncture should be taken to make absolutely sure the dis-ease was in fact not there…? And then my conscious mind came to the forefront in the dream and I asked myself… That needle in my spine had hurt something awful! Did I really want to go through all of that again? Why could I not just believe what was apparently not shown on the MRI?

And that’s all I recall of the dream…

~i.

INTAKE (((click & cite)))

INTAKE = 01/01/2008: fried chicken-?!?

• Water with lemon juice


• Water mixed with small amount of orange Gatorade


• Sweet red wine


• 2 navel oranges


• Snap peas / green beans


• Baked Sweet potato


• Fried chicken
  

aiight- yeah.
so - i don't know whut the hell...!
here i am - a supposed VEGAN - and i am eating fried chicken - ?!?
right.

i went over to visit, my gyrl k.j. she cooked. i ate. and it was good as hell... it was! even still - i don't see me falling deeply into those old ways of eating again... no. not at all! and i know it's crazie to start the new year doing something so haphazard... but - whatever!

it is what it is.
it aint what it aint.

i'm not gonna beat myself up cuz of it.
besides - i'm Black - right?
ain't Black Folk supposed to eat krapp - ???
(joke)

~i.

IAYAALIS - The Name

The MuthaQueen Cyphr

MuthaQueen Cyphr Music (logo)

“Queen Mother

is a title reserved for a widowed queen consort
whose son or daughter from that union is the reigning monarch.
The term has been used in England since at least 1577.”
~Wikipedia

So - I’ve looked up the word… and I’m kind of wow’d by its meaning and a bit puzzled as to how I’ve managed to gain some personal relativity to it. Presently gaining a full understanding of the word, I cannot honestly say what power within the word “MuthaQueen” inspired me to use it to define my self - and my music publishing company -mind you(!) - But I did. What's done is done.

Now, I know I knew that the term had an English/Anglo-Saxon root, which is one of the reasons why I, an African-American woman, turned the phrase inside out - (or backwards -if you will), to offset some of the word’s Caucasian beginnings. I believe I did so in order to re-create it and make the term a little more applicable to self. But more than anything, I think I knew that several African women of ancient royalty were regarded as being Queen Mothers, and I desired to re-member my Ancestry by adopting the title. After all, I AM a Queen…!!!

But a Mother…?
Well -
not in the actual sense of giving birth to another human…!
But -
I’ve given birth to many thoughts and a plethora of works
(i.e.: music, art, businesses, movements, etc.)
So- in the aspect of my LifeWork in being a Creatrix-
yes(!) …I’m a Mother.

Now, the widow part- well- that’s a stretch…!
I’ve never officially been married (although I’d luv to be one day -God willing!) So I definitely cannot properly wear that hat.

However, if you philosophically take the plight of the Black Man and the Black Woman -in a way- one could almost say The Black Woman could generally be likened to a widow…
I mean, WHERE ARE OUR MEN=???
Rarely, are they with Us.
We feed and support our children - alone.
We might get a past-due child support payment -
but We are the ones to tuck in our sons and daughters to sleep at night… ALONE. So- generally speaking, mind you(!) …the Black Man Is Dead.

Spiritually, I can also link my self to The Divine Principles of Auset and Kali. My studies of Ancient Kemet and my dealings with Ifa has led me to a particular affinity for Auset (Oshun). Africa weeps and moans like the grieving Magdalena over Lazarus not yet risen.

I mean, don’t we ALL await
the return of Ausar…!? And then there’s Kali-Ma, the Hindu goddess who in ecstasy dances upon her consort’s corpse. Only the truly deep-end divers of thought are gonna even catch the connection…
(Widow = Auset = Magdalena = Kali-Ma)

But - I digress...!

The MuthaQueen Cyphr it is...!
A MuthaQueen I am.
and…
I AM that I AM.

~i. / om.